I’m the one…. RIP to my youth

I’m the one who was looking at you with those crazy sad eyes.

I’m the one who was watching you in those corners where you couldn’t see me.

I’m the one who tried to turn its face away every time I felt your eyes looking at me.

I’m the one who has always hoped to get to know you since having seen your fucking beautiful face for the very first time.

I’m the one who fell in love with your presence and beautiful smile, although you never actually directed it to me.

But, I’m also the one who knows that you’ll never be mine.