New Beginnings

During those small moments I felt safe

Only to be followed by a weird feeling of satisfaction

Trusting the awkwardness to pull some kind of sense into this madness

Ambivalence controlling my state of mind

Searching for moments that will never be the same

Chosen by imperfect opportunities

A safe atmosphere that I never really appreciated

Ambivalence controlling my state of mind

Journeys in my head, taking me back to past memories

Facing my demons, opening my eyes

Exhaustion leading my way to the devil

Ambivalence controlling my state of mind

Mastering a game between being and pretending

Giving in, giving up, giving it my all

Confessing to my guilt, while praying to my innocence

Ambivalence controlling my state of mind

Haunted by my own craziness

Pushing you away to make myself go after you so badly

Getting to it in a fucked up way

Losing all of my stability to finally feel safe

Ambivalence controlling my state of mind