During those small moments I felt safe
Only to be followed by a weird feeling of satisfaction
Trusting the awkwardness to pull some kind of sense into this madness
Ambivalence controlling my state of mind
Searching for moments that will never be the same
Chosen by imperfect opportunities
A safe atmosphere that I never really appreciated
Ambivalence controlling my state of mind
Journeys in my head, taking me back to past memories
Facing my demons, opening my eyes
Exhaustion leading my way to the devil
Ambivalence controlling my state of mind
Mastering a game between being and pretending
Giving in, giving up, giving it my all
Confessing to my guilt, while praying to my innocence
Ambivalence controlling my state of mind
Haunted by my own craziness
Pushing you away to make myself go after you so badly
Getting to it in a fucked up way
Losing all of my stability to finally feel safe
Ambivalence controlling my state of mind