When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you
When I met you, I was afraid to kiss you
When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you
Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you
Ambivalence controlling my state of mind
Month: February 2021
2021
Love is a losing game
Keeping my mouth shut
You did not break me
Listening to my elastic heart
You wont see me fall apart anymore
Repeating these words to myself
I do not need you in my life to come back to myself again
You closed your doors
You did not break me
I am still fighting for my own peace
Keeping my mouth shut
Cut by a certain type of broken glass that you will never comprehend
Crying myself to sleep to feel the appreciation I need to give to myself
Keeping my mouth shut
Too many high hopes playing around in my head
Keeping my mouth shut
2017
I found the right way to begin a story that would never end
Overthinking every small detail to feel closer to you
Associating love more with a person’s absence than with their presence
Those who touched my heart failed to arouse my body, and those who aroused my body failed to touch my heart
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