Isn’t it strange how I became the personage I never thought I would ever be able to develop into.
A pavement of overcommitment for years to continue.
I was going through hell just so that I could fulfill your wish of silence.
Why would I ever choose such entrance?
Persistent, merciful, surrendering.
Is this really empowering?
I would like to be more selfish,
but I really don’t know who to punish.
Stronger than ever, I get faced with the pain of yesterday
How do I teach my child something I still haven’t figured out for myself
Human greed helped to intensify the moments
Interest gets lost in-between
Losing care, Losing love.
I would like to be more selfish,
but it seems to become more of a fetish.
Interest gets lost in-between
Losing care, Losing love.
I want to run away
Combined with all of these needy, sweet little nothings
Illusions in my head, hope in my heart
Where is the door to leave this place?
I would like to be more selfish,
but I don’t know how to vanish.